It’s nearly midnight – and I’m not in the bed – again. Why? I’ve been told that I “think too much”. Sorry – just can’t seem to shut off my mind sometimes. But…
What do I think about? Is there a limit to the number of words I can use here??!!? I’m thinking…
about…how I was trying to get ahead on the laundry today – and the washer started leaking…
about…why is it that this creepy guy kept following me around at the car wash??…
about…why does my husband keep mentioning over and over a particular person at his work?…
about…why certain people never call anymore…or write, etc….
about…what happened to the weekend?!?…
about…why is it that when a friend/co-worker buys me lunch – I think she just wants me to do something for her – and not just ’cause she wants to “visit”?
about…why is it that this same person spent more time talking to people at the restaurant than she did talking to me?
about…why am I thinking about all this crap?
about…why is it that I try and I try – then I give up – on trying to strengthen friendships? especially when it seems like the other people could care less about trying? Yeah…I know what you’re gonna say (and you know who you are) – “you think too much”, “people don’t have the same idea about friendship as you do”. Well – 
If something’s good – I try to make it better. And when I keep trying – and nothing changes – on either end – I feel like giving up. When it does get better – \:D/
Maybe I should just go to bed and forget about everything – but tomorrow’s Monday – and here we go again…thinking…
G’night…or is it?
